the first time i was hurt hd to be from a bike wreck. i still have scars all over my knees and other areas from wrecking. i know it all hurt. and this one time i was setting on a skateboard going down a hill riding it when i seen a car who didnt see me so i put my feet down trying to stop it.. my feet rolled under the skateboard and dragged on the concrete. my hands ended up under there too just dragging. i didnt think i was going to be able to walk. it hurt so bad and i was trying not to cry in front of everyone. both of my knees were skinned up bad and the tops of my hands and my feet and my toes i had blood running down my legs and could barely walk with flipflops on where my feet were cut off. im pretty glad my mom didnt see me comming home looking like that she'd of died. and then this one time we were going to the top of this hill and riding down real fast to go up another steep hill. well this dumb guy was at the top of the hill and i just quit peddling but where it was so steep i just fell backwards and hit the concrete. i came to and my bike was on top of me. my head hurt. i was just mmostly mad bc i had new clothes on lol. maybe i shoulda had my head checked out idk im fine now or atleast i think

i am thankful and blessed with a lot. a lot more than i usually realize. and i told my bf that the other night and he was like whoa this isnt ashley lol. its easier to always look at all the bad and forget about the good. its funny how one bad thing seems to overcome you even when u have numerous good things going for you. i am certainly blessed to be saved. I thank GOd everyday. Im thankful for my family.. my mom inpaticular. i get really annoyed with her but shes one of my best friends. im thankful for my awesome bf who treats me better than any guy ever has. hes the only one in my life i can actually depend on. if he says hes going to do something or hell be there, he will no worries. im thankful for my ruby! when im in a bad mood she cheers me up. every time i come home shes always happy to see me. she warms and cuddly in the night. im really thankful for my job. and i just got moved to the pharmacy! so im def thankful for that. i prayed for a while about that one. I have a lot of job security at walmart and i know my hours will always be good.

why i love summer time... ! well because its time for graduation unlike the old typical graduations that are in the spring ours just happens to fall in the summer. but thats ok what an exciting week it shall be. graduation and then the beach just 3 days apart from one another. two things i havent ever done all in the same week. ive never been so excited for the summer to get here as i am now. then next semester i plan on tking 5 classes or so. hopefully i can get out of school in a timely fashion. bc i need to be so i can create the life that i want. thats why. now as soon as i come back from te beach ill be wishing it was fall. thats just how i am i get tired of stuff real fast. summers good though bc i work all days in the summer and dont have any thing to do but work. and work is a must not only bc i need money now days but bc it gets really boring setting at home. i set at home one day last week until like 8 or 9 and i about died. had too much time to think about stuff i didnt need to think about. but this bf of mine idk what hes doing with college. he has enough credits to get a freaking doctorate. i think hes went back to his first major but it worries me that if we do get married and move back home to tn there wont be any work down there for him like there would be here. so hipefully he thinks it thorugh he seems to think he will find something so i guess ill stay confident in his words until i have a reason not to. adios

when i am stressed i like going to the tanning bed. i think its relaxing to just doze off and get all warm with music in the background and just forget about everything. i like to exercise too. when im really stressed its probably the best thing for me. i tend to stress alot so if i just stretch and run a little bit i feel a lot better not to mention it usually wears me out so i can to sleep easily. i shop when im stressed and right about now its a bad thing. idk why i do that i mean after i get home and look at the damage ive done its another stresser right now ecspecially since my moms husband has been unemployed since january and im having to pay out about as much as i make for my car and insurance... sheww now that stresses me out. but things have to get better eventually if i can hang in there and soon hopefully my mom can take my cAr payment back.. i like my dog too. when im upset i play with her or just pet on her shes cheerful always happy to see you tail wagging. shes a cutie. i sleep when im stressed when i just dont want to deal with it or think about it i go to sleep.

ill write about love. i couldnt live without love. thats what keeps me going. if u havent got love, u havent got anything. thats what i think anyways. i get great pleasure from my dog. shes pretty much my best friend lol. Shes so loveable and always happy to see you people usually arent like that. u can just look at her and she starts wagging im like awww. of course i try to pick her up then n she runs n bites me trying to play lol.. my mother loves me too. shes always there. and then theres my boyfriendddd. he loves me alot. maybe well get married i kinda think we will.. never thought that about anyone before. so we shall see. but he thinks im about insane bc most of the time i am. but he manages to still love me. through the good bad and the ugly. its nice to be loveed. even if its not by many people bc i left all my family and friends in tennessee. and most of my friends always they tell me they love me like a sister would. what sweeties?!? haha ruby my dog went to get groomed at pet smart the other day and i tried handing her over to them and she griped on to my arm and scratched the far out of me. she was on the road for 7 hours that day. good doggie