i dont like these laptops they weigh like 10 pounds thats like packing my dog around all day. then half of the time they dont work. see them not working is the reason i have to do so many blogs all at once. bc yes i did have a laptop but in the 15 or 20 mins she gave us to blog my laptop wouldnt even start up.. piece of crap. i think laptops are too advanced for high school anyways. maybe bc im old fashioned and theyve been noting but a pain. there isnt enough room on my little body to pack everything around the half day that im here. heavy piece of crap. theyre not very dependable like most people haha. so my blog should just be called my complaints im noticing i do that alot on here. oh well at least im not fussing and griping at or to someone. so i dont have much to talk about.. proms in a month :) and the week before im going tanning crazy. oh gosh im going to be 50 and wrinkled so bad.. poor poor skin. i think about things. like how different the people in owensboro are from the people in my hometown of tennessee. people here are just a lot ruder in general. there isnt as many good old country people here. and i dont mean people that havent got any teeth and dont wear shoes. so hurry up college come and go so i can return home with my wonderful bf and precious dog

high school is a time when students really find out who they are. theres some who are followers and leaders. theres sooooo many students who do things because others are. its so stupid!!! high school can be fun if u want it to be thats for sure. i went in as a cheerleader and loved every minute of it. i was very involved and it was fun. i moved here im not involved and i about hate it. so being involved makes a huge difference and i strongly recommend it. high school is wild. dont let anything suprise you. youll hear alot of rumors, dont believe any of it. and dont be the one spreading them. High school is full of that sort of stuff. you know immature people. i look back and think about high school when i didnt live here and would love to go back. i think senior year is a waste. all of my classes except english arent even required when ive had gov/econ already.. so i think i could be doing something more valuable than doing busy work. you make alot of friends thats if u want to anyways. and friends are great to have. in high school theres not so much of a cool group anmore. there is but not like middle school. middle school was rather harsh for me. be what u wanna be and not what others want of you

were going to myrtle beach this summer. ive never been to any beach. neither has my bf. so were super excited. and we finally found a nice hotel room that we can actually go to. most of them require a minimum check in age of 25.. we finally found one that had a check in age of 21. i guess thats why im keeping him around hhahaha. we got a really nice oceanfront executive king suite with a balcony.. its exciting. im going to go and soak up some sun. well get there on a monday. and that day ill probably just lay on the beach all day. i know my bf will be tired bc he has drill the following weekedn. i never had the drive to even go to the beach and then he frankly mentioned going this summer. and the closer and closer its gets to going the more excited i get. of course, ill have to go shopping for beach towels bc neither of us have any. and ill need some beach wear like bikinis and coverups

if i could be anything i want to be id be an anestheologist and i cant even spell it. since i got my wisdom teeth took out ive been intrigued by sedation. its amazing. and those kind of doctors make a good 150-200,000 a year. but its like 10 or 12 years of schooling and whew id be in debt for a little while paying off those loans. so its a no. im in a hurry to start my career asap bc im not that happy with things as they are. and its up to me to change it all and that i will do. maybe ill be an oral surgeon assistant. they talk to the patients about the procedure and that type of thing. they put the needle in them! and set up all the controls to the machines and then aid the doctor. i think itd be exciting bc there would be different procedures done daily. and i really wanna be an ane********** so this is like as good as it gets for me. and id be real happy with that. i just fear that the assistant doesnt make as much as hygiensists and thats where i stay confused...

Things id like to do in life:
go to the beach!!!
go to disney world
go to a beach outside of the usa
take a cruise
have some kids
get married
become a dental hygienist or oral surgeon assistant
get a car of my choice
workout
have a family
move homeee

i feel like part of my childhood was taken away from me. Theres some kids who have to grow up faster than others and i was one of them. my childhood was rough and i learned fast not to depend on anyone but myself. I love my mom and everything but i still dont like to depend on her to do anything for me. if i wanted anything id have to get it myself. thats why i was so eager to get a job asap. and i did and since then ive worked.. i buy my own stuff pay for everything and enroll myself in all this college stuff. everyone else parents do this stuff for them but not mine. its my worries trying to do all this stuff and its just taken away from me being a kid. thats why im going to make sure my children do not work until at least their senior year if not later. after i got a job i had to let a lot of things go that are important to me. so look back and wish i could have been more of a child and had less worries

my favorite foods- hmm theres a lot. if im not hungry or craving it i cant eat it or it makes me sick kinda weird. i love salads with french dressing unless they have chicken in them then it has to be ranch dressing. i also love tater tots and cheese sticks from sonic. i love ice cream and slushies. Milk and cookies. i love burnt sausage lol. and bacon uhm. of course steak well done. red stuff is just gross i tried t once and blood ran down my mouth and i was done with that steak it wasnt even rare it was like medium or something ewwww. i love junk food. chips and cakes and cookies and candy bars. and fruits. fruits like strawberries, grapes, pineapple, apples, ooranges, and thats about it. veggies are good with ranch. i could eat munch on those for hours

spring is in the air. its a good thing too. its like a breathe of fresh air. I cant wait to go swimming. and lay out all day. and this spring just happens to be graduation and prom and all kinds of good stuff. i want a new car bc i dont like mine anymore. then again id like to have an older car so i didnt have to worry about it getting scratched up anymore. id alos like to be out of college already. now im faced with a problem. so i could go to occ for 2 years then western for 2 n graduate. but if i decided to move chances are all my classes from that community college wont transfer. so now im wondering if i should look into going just to the western campus. it may cost more but hopefully i get enough financial aid. i love my dog. dont love my boyfriend anymore. we said byebye today. so haha