i dont want anymore snow days. i mean the snow is fun and not comming to school is nice but then when you think about making it up in the summer that takes all the fun out of it. i think the kids who want snow days are the kids without lives and dont have much going for them. i know i want to graduate on time. and this summer im going to start taking summer classes at occ so id like to have a little break in between. i thought they would give us snow days that we didnt have to make up. where i come from in tn we had a bunch of snow days we could use and never have to make up. all making my point that tn is definately better than ky. and i really hate ky. and i hate that its basketball and superbowl season and im around a bunch of kentucky fans... booo. i wll return to tn once i graduate from college bc i think owensboro is a horrible place to raise kids. and people up here aggrevate me. maybe my job makes me think so badly of the owensboro public. could be all the bad kids here too. maybe both

ill tell another story about my lovely dog ruby. my mom had my neice over and it was really cold so she didnt want to take her out and the baby didnt have any baby food or juice. so you know lucky me got the pleasure of going to the dollar store. so i took my dog she loves going byebye. the dollar store was right up the road she was rushing me hurry ashley shes hungry. so i go in and i came out with my hands full and out the car ruby went. i threw the stuff in my car and ran after her doors open with my purse and keys inside. that little dog ran around the whole entire store running faster and faster every time i gained on her almost like she was laughing like hahah u cant catch me. i was so scared bc right there by the road and moving cars went my stupid little dogs. so i finally stopped at my car and opened the other door and asked her if she wanted to go byebye luckily she jumped in. i got in turned around and whooped her. she scared me to death! i could have lost my little baby. i fussed at her all the way home and she just laid in the back unlike her usually peeping window to window.

dog's advice

My dog would probably give me some goofy advice bc shes just silly. She would say to run under the couch whenever we get out her leash for the kitchen. She would also say to beg and go crazy whenever Ashley starts getting dressed or gets her keys then maybe ashley would feel sorry for her and take her byebye. She would say to run from anyone when they try to grab her just for meanness. She would tell me to bark at anything and anyone bc everythings evil and shes huge enough to scare it away. she would also tell me when i have to go potty just wine at the door or if its 7 oclock in the morning and shes in the bed to aggrevate ashley with puppy kisses until she gets up. She would tell me to never share my toys bc i might not get them back for a while she has been teased badly. she would tell me to eat any human food if i get the chance that means snatch it out of their hands and run. She would tell me to dig and scratch when they forget to feed me or fill my water.

no babies

These are my reasons for not having a baby any time soon:
1) bc everyone else is doing it and i hate following the trends of everyone else
2) i definately cannot afford a kid by myself
3) BABIES ARE ANNOYING
4) ITD GET Sick and id die
5) i have a baby dog that takes up most of time
6) im still a kid
7) something could go wrong
8) im not married
9) school first babies later
10) i dont have a babysitter unless i could train my dog to watch it hahaha

macbeth...

this play were reading in english is horrible! i dont understand most of the content. shakespeare is like a foreign language to me. we have a study guide to go along with it and this time its very difficult for me. maybe its my lack of interest in the play or maybe its just hard. i do it as we read and talk about things and theres still many blanks that are empty after the reading is over. senior english definately is not my favorite. i like my teacher and the class its just the actual material we cover is all that ancient stuff i never dreamed about having to read.. torture is what ill call it. its just very hard to pay attention and do well when u have no interest in the material your covering. its just ironic that all of the weird stuff ive done well on those tests. and then we read scrooge and i know that story well and almost failed that test! i guess i just got a big head or something.

ugly words

Of course, most cuss words are ugly.. super super ugly. NOstrils is just an odd word. Puke and vomit just makes my mind wonder and its not very pretty. Poop is an uncomfortable word. boil like a boil people get on their sick just sickens me. sperm is weird too it makes babies. hmmm.. spam is weird it reminds me of the canned stuff and its just full of juicy fatty stuff. i dont like the word snot either it puts nasty green images in my head. or mucus its gross. i dont like the word well i dont know if its a real word but all these ganster kids use it "swag" just weird. caulk is a weird word too bc it sounds too closely like something else... the word garment is just weird it sounds like itmeans more than clothing or something. those are some weird words for meeee

Bad Ideas

Some bad ideas I may have took part in some and others i may have witnessed:
- bathing my dog in the sink.. soaked kitchen
- speeding up in traffic to pass
- pushing a button bc i never pressed it before at work.. shut it down for a while
- getting a job bc your friend works there
- having another dog over.. my dog attacked him. funny stuff
- me trying to wash a car.. streak streak streak
- waiting til the last minute for anything
- jumping off the 4wheeler bc of a spider web
- playing with candles and toothpicks on the couch.. fire!
- over filling the washer

So the other morning i was driving home from my bfs and school was on an hour delay. So i go by 2 cops and im going 30 which is the speed limit trying to figure out why the car in front of me is going 10 mph. my radar was going crazy but i wasnt worried bc i was going the speed limit. i passed the second cop and there he came. i pulled over wondering what the heck. as i waited for him to walk up i seen the sign behind me that said end of school zone. oh crap! i was thinking i just got my sescond ticket which woullda been double and on top of that im late for school bc apparently school was in session somewhere. i had to ask where the school even was lol. anyways he took it easy on me and gave me a little courtesy notice bc i had already had a speeding ticket and probably lost my license since he caught me going 15 over and my last one was 16 over. That was my lucky day. Had he of been very mean my day would have been wrecked not just that day eiher.

I believe in superstitions. I usually dont go out of my way to avoid them but the thought is always there. like the other day i went to the dentist and i couldnt get around the coke guy so i had to walk under the stairs i had to think about it for a second. i believe in the mirror thing and the black cat. black cats are just spooky. And on new years my mom has always told me what u do that day ull be doing all year so i make sure not to wash clothes or clean any time that day. i am a big believer in jinksing. i think if u say oh ive never done this before or oh this has never happened to me itll come right around and bite me. so i try and refrain from saying things like that

This past year was good. Except for getting real sick in January and February.. worst experience ever. I started making wiser decisions and met my boyfriend. We've been dating for 7 months and i have to say its going very well. More good things than bad have happened and thats a real change in my life. i got a new car!! i thought i would never get one as nice as i did. im just hoping this year goes well with school and people. as long as i think right and make good decisions everything should fall into place. and keep my faith i wouldnt be anywhere without God