Moving

Since I was in like 4th or 5th grade, I've been moving back and forth from my moms to my dads. It wasnt ever really a big deal bc they onlylived about 15 mins away, though i did have to change schools. But then it really changed one day. My mom met somebody and announced we'd be moving in 2 weeks. It was across town but across state, away from everything we had ever known. I left my family,my dad, friends, and my life as i knew it. we moved to ohio county. it was way different. it wasnt real big until i went to school and i was blown away and scared to death. I never noticed how many friends I had back home. I moved back to Tennessee and lived with my dad and later on my aunt when our house burnt down. That lasted a while. I started high school and absolutely loved that! I cheered, as i always did there. i had all my friends and family but after a while there was just something missing i could not live without and that was my mom. I moved back in with her and now she was living in Owensboro. I was like whoa! this place is huge! I left my family and friends and the most amazing high school ever! my years there were awesome. I have NONONO family here, so thats a big bummer.. I dont have 1 girlfriend. I'm unhappt at school bc i know how good it can be. i like comming from a small place where everyone knows everybody. Icant just start all over my junior year. i had friends that i was kin to and most of them i had known since kindegarten so definately the good kinds of friendships.This year,SENIOR YEAR, has been ecspecially hard. I keep thinking I should be down there with my friends bc we will never all be together again after this year. but i just cant move back down there. i have a lot going for me here and if its right that i go down there God will make a way. But I'm happy thats whats keeping me up here :)