What I am getting for Christmas.. I asked Santa mainly for a new phone. I've been using my boyfriends phone and I hate it. I know Santa already brought it. My Santa told me the other kid in the house got the phone she wanted. And duh you have to do the same for one as you would the other. and then the other night i came up behind her on her laptop while she was in the process of buying a phone cover for the kind of phone i wanted haha. I know i got some rain guards for my car too. Those are really the only things i asked for. They in this big long box and my step dad bought them so its basically a given. I thought it was really important that my mom had a good Christmas so I bought her a bunch of stuff. Then her husband bought her just as much if not more than I did and got her a recliner so Im excited she will not be expecting so much. And of course the pretty little puppy has a stocking. itll have to full of treats because she eats toys and then we have to spend 200 dollars at the vet.. Thats Christmas presents in a wrap.

Wal-Mart

Wal-Marts open on Christmas Eve. Thats bad enough considering I work there. But this year we have extended hours. Were open til 8!!! That means we cannot leave until all the customers are out. And we cant even lock the doors until 8 exactly. We cant make them leave either. So ill be at walmart all day on Christmas Eve bc walmart is greedy and it makes me furious. It takes away from family time. Christmas is the most wonderful time of the year. i hate to think that people are out working all day. but its not a suprise seeing how money seems to be the biggest matter of the world today. to make it all better the customers will be hateful just bc they can.

Something someone told me really bothered me. I was at work when this older gay man was talking to me about a manager he didnt like very well. He came out of the blue and told me he was HIV positive and that the manager didnt give him his promised position after he informed her that he was infected. After that I was just like WOW I wish he hadnt told me that. It was brought to my attention how common HIV/AIds is becomming. And how easily its passed without even being aware. Its really scarey and its unfortunate. I dont belive it just happens to promiscuous people or gay guys. I belive its comming rather common because people are gross. And some just come in contact unfortunately. I wish people would think before they act. From doing one thing they could catch something that will haunt them their whole lives and complicate it all.

Ah Rain! It can be very relxing. The idea of curling up at home and watching TV sounds great. But I dont ever have time for that. Its idylic but not going to happen. On rainy days, I usually have alot to do and theres the rain that just gets in the way of everything. Or when I actually straighten my hair. it rains and all my hard work is gone. Rainy days are nice when im tired. Otherwise, then its kind of depressing. It makes me think too much about things. I dont like to be alone on those days unless im tired like i said. and my dog wont go outside when its raining bc shes a princess and princesses cant get wet. I like it to poor at bedtime. or just any time i have to sleep. it is gauranteed that i will fall asleep its like spa quality stuff that rain!

Rude people. There's way too many of them. They must really hate their lives or being going through a rough time or atleast I think so. Or maybe it's just their nature. But it's really uncalled for either way. I dont like being rude but thats just me. I think some people get their joy from treating others that way. I have a pretty rude college teacher. And I'm not calling her a professor because that's giving her way too mch credit. Anyways, we ask simple questions pertaining to the subject we are on or we ask about a homework assignment and she always pops off with some rude answer. At work is where I tend to see most rude people. The public is just horrible. People will walk right into me and never say sorry. When I'm waiting on them at work i greet them and say hey how are you and they cant even respond to that? I mean come on people! I guess people are just brought up differently and I dont agree with their ways. The way you treat people is important. Theres people out there who dont want to be seen as a nice person and many of them. I think they have issues going on in their head. And I hate going to restaurants when servers and stuff are rude. If your going to act like that then stay home

This is about my little angel Ruby. She's really a devil dog but anyways.. My poor little Yorkie got really sick on me Wednesday night. She kept coughing for about an hour. So I finally got up to noticed she puked all over my bed as well as under my bed. So i thought she was done. In the middle of the night i was washing sheets and scrubbing my mattress and crawling under the bed. I walked in the living room to check on her because she was still dry heaving and acting like she was going to die. She puked all over in the living room and under the couch. she would just run over to me nervous as can be and just stay right there scared to death. I was too. So Thursday came and she was fine. Then Friday right before I had to go to work she got really sick again. So I took her to the vet. She ate a bunch of polyester from my bedding and couldnt digest it. It's been a week and she got sick again last night. I was glad after I seen she got some of that polyester up. Maybe thatll be the last time.. i'm hoping and praying.

"blessed are those who can give without remembering.." That little quote is about people who give you things and don't keep reminding you of what they have given or done for you. It's like my mommy. she gives me alot from money to life skills. and she has never once said ok ashley you owe me for this. It would be like me and my boyfriedn going out to eat and the next time him being like ok its your turn you owe me. It shows a lot of responsibility when people are like that. I can't honestly say I'm able to do that just yet. I am getting better tho :)