Rude people. There's way too many of them. They must really hate their lives or being going through a rough time or atleast I think so. Or maybe it's just their nature. But it's really uncalled for either way. I dont like being rude but thats just me. I think some people get their joy from treating others that way. I have a pretty rude college teacher. And I'm not calling her a professor because that's giving her way too mch credit. Anyways, we ask simple questions pertaining to the subject we are on or we ask about a homework assignment and she always pops off with some rude answer. At work is where I tend to see most rude people. The public is just horrible. People will walk right into me and never say sorry. When I'm waiting on them at work i greet them and say hey how are you and they cant even respond to that? I mean come on people! I guess people are just brought up differently and I dont agree with their ways. The way you treat people is important. Theres people out there who dont want to be seen as a nice person and many of them. I think they have issues going on in their head. And I hate going to restaurants when servers and stuff are rude. If your going to act like that then stay home

This is about my little angel Ruby. She's really a devil dog but anyways.. My poor little Yorkie got really sick on me Wednesday night. She kept coughing for about an hour. So I finally got up to noticed she puked all over my bed as well as under my bed. So i thought she was done. In the middle of the night i was washing sheets and scrubbing my mattress and crawling under the bed. I walked in the living room to check on her because she was still dry heaving and acting like she was going to die. She puked all over in the living room and under the couch. she would just run over to me nervous as can be and just stay right there scared to death. I was too. So Thursday came and she was fine. Then Friday right before I had to go to work she got really sick again. So I took her to the vet. She ate a bunch of polyester from my bedding and couldnt digest it. It's been a week and she got sick again last night. I was glad after I seen she got some of that polyester up. Maybe thatll be the last time.. i'm hoping and praying.

"blessed are those who can give without remembering.." That little quote is about people who give you things and don't keep reminding you of what they have given or done for you. It's like my mommy. she gives me alot from money to life skills. and she has never once said ok ashley you owe me for this. It would be like me and my boyfriedn going out to eat and the next time him being like ok its your turn you owe me. It shows a lot of responsibility when people are like that. I can't honestly say I'm able to do that just yet. I am getting better tho :)

"We do not simply live our live for ourselves, but for those who came before and will come after us." That quote makes a lot of sense to me. I live for my parents and my family. That would be talking about the ones who come before us. I know that i try to do well to make my family proud of me and to help them in any way. The real reason i want to go to college is to prepare for my future which I hope does include kids. Kids are the after us part. I know that most of my hard work in school and college is so that I can have a successful career and provide for my family. Some times it seems like we do everything for ourselves but when you look further into things the cloudy is now clear.

oooh I love scary movies! I like the ones that deal with like demons and devilish things. I'll watch the movies like Halloween and those type movies. Some of them are pretty good. But i really like the movies like Amityville horror. Whew and the exorcist... That movie scarred me for life. It made me realize the devil was real and everyone was going to die. I dont know how but it did. I like to know that scary movies are actually based on true stories. It makes you worry that it could happen to you. I can't watch them at home alone though. Then, I'll freak out like a kid.

I had many fears as a kid. But the one that is most vivid to me now was the fear of vampires. I had an older sister and an older cousin. We would go over to my cousins house and he would put in movie after movie.. all about vampires. He and my sister just thought it was hilarious to spook me and my younger cousin. I would go home and couldn't sleep. I would try to go to sleep while my parents were still up becuase the vampires couldnt get me then. One night I had a horrible vampire nightmare. I remember waking up and thinking they were every where- the empty bunkbed on top of me, under my bed, in the hallway. In my mind, they were just everywhere about to attack me. So, I tried not breathing for a while. I didn't want them to hear me. I held my breathe as long as I could and then I let out the loudest scream to get my parents awake. After dark was always scary because thats when they all came out to play..

A lot of teenagers I know do drugs and never think anything of it. This past weekend a student from Daviess County died due to drug overdose of morphine. He was only 16. I find this very upsetting. I didn't really know him too well. Of course, I had seen him at some parties. I had been to his house several times with a friend of mine to see his sister. I never liked him but I'm not saying he deserved that. He was a big time "partier" and he thought he was in a gang. I know that his mom was aware of everything he was doing as well as his sister. He had already been high that night when he decided to eat the gel inside of a morphine patch. I didn't even know those existed... Anyways, his mom works over night or something. She got to come home that morning and find her 16 year old son dead. I can't even imagine that and I'm not a mother. His friends that were with him that night said that they didnt know anything about the morphine and only some girl did. She left him at home alone and didnt tell anybody what he had. They all knew he was high already. I'm just curious what made him want that much more of a high. Some stupid girl came up with a nasty rumor yesterday. It almost made me mad. Let the guy rest in peace. I'll go ahead and tell you the rumor. Appparently his gf gave him herpes and it was a sucicide. And the girl woke up in the night and told everyone he was really cold and thats how they found out he was dead. It looks like to me if she had gave him something he would have been mad at her and she wouldnt have been there. But idk. I'm not believing that bc kids are ridiculous. I heard about it from his bestfriend and his sisters bestfriend the first story that everyone else has heard too.